Allah knows Best

Assalamualaikum wrbrkt..

Been so long until this...

Bout days ago i received 'khabar soal' from the 'other side of the world'. He ask me to join his life.

He has expressed his feeling and nawaitu through such a noble way..Directly asking for halal relationship. (though i never knew him) That's deeply 'something'

Honestly here..it's not bout cinta. But it's about 'kemuliaan beragama'. Jazakallahhu khoir.

Allahuma..lembutkanlah dan redhakanlah hatinya menerima jawab balas dari pihak kami.

I see days come and go

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah..

Mosque that thought me million of lessons

Shas Mosque, IIUM 

Unto Allah all the glorification would be. Allahuakbar, Alllahuakbar walilahhilhamdh.

Another one paper left. Only one. So breath easy. May Allah ease the last as He did eased the other 6 that now rest in a safer place. ^^

Indeed days come and go. Whatever the thing is just be patient, and have some cheerful moments in life with the company of brave heart. InsyaAllah with the prayers that come along the journey of life everything will be in His assurance, the one and only. Ameen.

How would i say this? Yesterday, almost half an hour that just gone by had marked the very important message in my life. It was Friday or to be realistically Islamic, JUMUAH. i had a blessed ritual in the SHAS Mosque performing Jumuah prayer for the very first time in my life with the community near by.  
Engaged to listen the sermon delivered by the guest from the blessed land of as-Syams, a Professor from Jordan, was just so made me and the whole congregations inspired. As usual, like the other Imams, the message conveyed in Arabic. i tried to meaningfully catch up the ideas of the sermon since my Arabic just reached the five level.  I realized that he was talking about the akhlaq of our beloved Messenger saw though it was quite dusty for me.  But then Alhamdulillah, the clarifying came afterwards, right after the Solatul Jumuah being performed.

My very favorite sheikh, an American, Ustaz Shareef el-arbi did clarified the whole sermon into short and brief notes. Of course he did switched the Arabic into English with his American accent. Alhamdulillah somehow the dusty part blown off.

I cried so hard. It was the first time.

Allah keep continue giving me the essence of Islamic life through every occasions that i've been through day by day in my life. Verily, all praises belong to only HIM. Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah.


Ya muqollibal qulub, thabit qolbi alaa deenik!




May Allah accept from us all.

Have no idea..

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah.

I screwed it over and over.The earphone! And know what? It was always others stuff. Pardon me for the unrepaired damage...again I would say..

I have been so unhealthy practically this whole moment. Really need to digest this as soon as possible cause i know that i'll keep ruin it..

Such a bitter-sweet symphony when it goes to examination period! That if the correct oxymoron to use..based on the atmosphere of course..

Stay cool and calm
Cause the world really is needed a person that worth thousands of motivations like me..^^

The road so  far..and u..u gotta be patient dude!
or else let's hit the road hard...*such a heroic me

Alhmadulillah Ala kulli hal..

Bitaufiq!

Well..it's a cloudy day

Assalamualaikum.

It's out of my sanity sometimes trying to make sense things which couldn't even get closer to any of the senses. People's attitude like "I'm the rightly guided caliph who has been bestowed the right of JUDGING!" really got me into my nerves.

Woha. How was that feel??  That really hits me to death...O yeaaa..

Know what? It doesn't really helping when u just know how to judge people. But as for you, u aren't. U know..God doesn't simply put us on earth to judge others..rather God has put us in a situation in which we could really make sense with the environment and reflect it towards ourselves by ourselves in order of shaping a proof bullet Abdullah..like really!..Ok to be crystal clear, I hate the way u judging others. It's just so awful..u know there are lessons learn everytime in this life...ok so try me!

Look..i didn't mean that i satisfied with anything and everything. However, it is us! so try make it flows positively as we could..not like we are really always blaming somebody for every single occasion that hapening on earth. OK?? well yea..it keeps happening but how would u stop it?? is it by using your tongue that keep hitting others like the saliva doesn't really going to be dry?? or what?? come on!!

The Prophet sallahualaihi wassalam once told us to judge ourselves first in this dunya before all the things that we're practically doing will be accounted by the Almighty Allah in the hereafter. Pay attention! JUDGE OURSELVES NOT OTHERS!!

First thing first..please keep our mouth shut for the sake of our very own safety..not that I mean we gonna blindly closing our eyes on  the matters that took place...  but u know...really we need to understand the situation first rather than easily jumping like hel*..."we're the peeps of heaven dude!!" what?? Really this way guys?? oh my! i ought not even to see the presence of these so-called being! So calm down and be civilized. Please, sometime u need to turning back. Like.. back off! Cause u really need to comply rules at all times..plus it seems like heaven start to refuse u..

or at least.. shut safe!

Evening.

Tawaduklah Duhai Diri

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah..

Sebut dengan mulut senaglah. Pot pet pot pet!
Cuba kalau nak buat. Mau macam bercakap?Aku taulah aku ni jahil tukil, tak macam kau!
Arman berang. Panas jugak telinganya sering di'leteri' teman serumah, si Asrul.

Asrul tunduk membatu, menghela nafas yang seakan-akan mahu terhenti. Cuba di cari titik tenang dalam diri, walau herdikkan Arman perit sampai ke hati. Dia akur. Budak seorang itu memang mudah agresif bila ditegur.

Asrul tak mau mengalah. Mengalah jangan semata kerana kasarnya responsi Arman. Orang beriman sabarnya tidak berbatas! Kasar-kasar Arman pasti ada sudut 'lelehnya'. Dia nekad.
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Itu dia Pak Lebai datang, kasi laluan, nantikan terbatal pulak wudhuk lebai tuh! Arman memerli.
Asrul membalas polos dengan senyuman. Langkah diatur tanpa mempedulikan mata-mata sinis yang galak dengan kata-kata Arman. Ulas bibirnya tenang dengan zikrullah.


*Really i have no gut on how to put this story further..since it has been quite a long bucket for me..really if someone with idea..please continue on..taffadol..^^

Kalian!

Kasih sayang anugerah azali dari Allah.

RETI???

Menatap lagi lembaran raya lalu yang penuh simpul senyum

Ada seka mata bersama ulas tawa yang terhambur..

Jauhnya beza bila melihat gambar keluarga..

...Darah daging....

Dengan melihat gambar bersama rakan taulan..

Gambar dengan kawan kalau tak ada muka kita tak ada rasa pun nak tengok

Tapi kalau gambar famili..satu persatu wajah aku teliti

Menggulum senyum melihat telatah setiap satu..

Kalian!

Tahukah kalian bahawa aku sangat menyintai kalian

Tahukah kalian tika jauh begini aku menyapu air mata bila dapat tengok wajah kalian

Tahukah kalian sakitnya rasa menahan sebak dan sesak dada bila hanya screen lappy yang mampu

mengimbas wajah kalian

Kalian..

Aku memang kasar..

Jauh dari reti menunjukkan rasa kasih..

Cuba bergurau tapi hasilnya muram durja..

Apa-apa pun..*xyahlah nak over sangat

Jarak dan masa 

Perlu diberi penghargaan

Kerana itulah yang mengampuhkan rasa sayang dalam dada.

*I don’t need nobody, I don’t call nobody but u..what I really NEED in my life.

Suka Kosong?

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah...

"Selalu pakai macam ni..kosong je..sama je.."
"Memang suka pakai macam ni ke?"
"Hitam je..."
Celoteh rakan sekelas.

"Emm..memang suka pakai macam ni..suka yang kosong..jubah..warna hitam.."*berbunga-bunga, jarang bebenor

Hawa,

damaimu tika engkau patuh

patuhmu, tika engkau tenang

tenangmu, tika engkau sederhana

sederhanamu, tika engkau redha

Demikian,

 lembayung rahmat Allah

siap siaga untukmu.

^_^

Bila teringat balik, rasa macam jawapan hilang sengat. Bukan suka semata-mata! Sebenarnya selesa dan senang nak solat. Itu lebih tepat.

Boleh agak soalan-soalan seumpama itu datang dari pihak mana, orang macam mana, cara macam mana. Walaupun kebanyakan 'Gombakian' sudah sedia mengerti klimaks di sekitar daerah ilmu al-jamiah al-Islamiyah ini. Kadang-kadang rasa lucu. Bila ditanya rasa muak!

Asbab di UIA ini dah biasa suasana pelajarnya berjubah lelaki mahupun perempuan, sepatutnya hal sebegini tidak pantas untuk dikontroversikan. Namun, bagi sesetangah yang suka memerhati dan sukar mengawal permainan psychonya, juga mungkin kerana sifat kewarna-warniannya, AWAS!

Jangan statik pada satu warna kalau tak tahan dugaan. hehe

Hehe...Mungkin diorang ingat recycle. Tak adalah sampai tak sempat hari nak tukar baju yang dipakai. InsyaAllah baju yang ada cukup untuk ditukar shiftnya sampai sebulan tanpa perlu berulang-ulang pakai. Tapi diri ini memang damai dengan jubah, terutamanya hitam. Senang nak digandingkan dengan pelbagai warna tudung, senang nak dibawa solat dan  fleksibel dalam gerak laku solat. Baju kurung rumit sikit. Tak berapa nak selesa.

Memang jenis katak bawah tempurung kalinya kalau bab fesyen, tak reti dan tak mahu. Ironinya, katak bawah tempurung pun boleh bertukar warna...emmhhh..Tak apalah.

Hitam itu Cantik. Boleh?

1. sejuk di mata, damai di hati :)

2. kurang di mata, sejuk di hati :)

3. indah di mata, sakit di hati :(

4. sakit di mata, sakit di hati :(

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Fedtri Yahya

Untuk jawapan yang lebih KETAT. Aurat!



*Berpakaianlah dengan menyebut nama Tuhamu, nescaya hati jadi lapang juga tenang dengannya.(nak pakai biru hijau pun kena bismillah..istikharah...;) senyum kambing